I have tried....

I find yun's horoscope to be very very accurate....

"Emotional upset will follow if you haven't been honest about your feelings for someone. If you are reasonable, you will be able to make amends. If you try to put the blame elsewhere, you will face greater obstacles."

Indeed I feel very upset when I thought of not asking him again why he has to breakup with me... all these while apart from the distance between us which we lack of time to nurture the relationship, maybe there is nothing wrong with the r/s....maybe?... but I also felt that everything also become a stand still, where both of us are not growing at all... indeed lack of time really can make a difference to a r/s....

The anger, the sadness keep welling inside me after our last conversation...I could not believe that this whole year r/s and the love... could not save abit of our r/s.... could not let him give a 2nd thought to the r/s... what is wrong?? ... does love stop immediately?? so where does love started in the first place??.... can one really so cold-hearted? without give thought to the one you once loved??... the hurt is still inside my heart... but at least I felt so much better when I express my feeling for him and try to talk again to him... no matter how things turn out... at least I have tried... just like I have tried and tried last time to save my last r/s.... my mum tells me it all come to whether he still love me or not... I'm not so sure either... I still love him... do you still love me??? I don't want to think anymore... if its yours... it will always be yours... if its not yours.. no matter how hard you tried... it will never be yours also.... this is one lesson I have learn to accept the meaning of life....